Stardust

Yest july4

2011-07-04T19:17:00.000-07:00

went for my ICT briefing at morning

i was give responsibility by my officer

will be doing my best on that one

knew this PTI

who get diabetic at age of 35

a nice person who share his exp and knowledge on health and running

and advised us to cherish our health

he was going for sc run 21 km also

haha

went to causeway point to see see look look

unable to catch the movie cos time suck and i was wearing uniform

went home and slack

was surprised my dad brought me a cough syrup

during run

i run a extended distance at least 6 to 7km

for a new breakthrough

it really fun to break my limit

for now

i really going to be more focus on my studies

my result is ok 4.0/5

but not gd enough

i wont let myself down

signed off

Pat

Update

2011-07-04T19:12:00.000-07:00

too busy at times until i lazy to update blog

just got my new phone galaxy sII

brought my new 5kg weight***

went basketball x1

but still not gd at it

know a new friend simon(former jvss sch mate)

ran and breakthrough my 7km without stop

last nite

it a breakthrough i suppose

what left is just

sunglass

a blue jean

running shoe

After back from Penang Monday

2011-06-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

went early for course at morning

after that went to see my doctor for chest pain''

end up it actually a muscle ache in the lung area

i actually overwork myself

feel super relieved

after that went for overtime

Exam result

2011-06-29T19:07:00.000-07:00

my exam result is out

1 A
3 B+
1 b -

GPA 4/5

not the best i expected for the effort i put it

but i will strive to be better

it actually lose to my poly first time result

holycrap haha

Penang trip DAY1

2011-06-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

FEELING LAZY to up this blog

anyway day 1

feel a sharp persistent pain in my heart thought i really going to die

when i wake up

went to the airport and meet up

off we go to penang

we reached there at 6pm

at there we meet zx gf auntie

she is very nice to fetch us

she bring us to the "snake temple"

which i expected a lot of snakes

end up only 4 to 10

after that we went to the YOYO coffee shop

where she treat us

to local food and DURIANs

then we went to zx gf ahma house

>. then the long long trip to hotel hoilday inn

after setting up we went to the night market nearby and go to the hardrock cafe

somehow we went to the wrong direction

we make a uturn and ask the local

walk almost 3 km for it and we reached

very worthwhile there due to the nice ambiance and live band

great way to end the night

catch a charile burger before we went back

after that we went back hotel and collapse

Standard Chartered Marathon Singapore 2011

2011-06-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

had been busy recently

i went to queue for Standard Chartered Marathon Singapore 2011

to get 400 sgd goodies bag

after my night shift

i went with yong for bf at arcade at Raffles Place

sinful breafast i ever have

and soon to be

in my penang Trip

rao joined with me at 9am for early bird

Thoughout the queue i saw a lot of enthusiastic runners which i deem as a postive

side as well as ugly side which all those auntie uncle "force" their grandkid to get more goodies bag

i got my confirmation nos for my goodies bag which is 430

i thought i was like 200+

i signed up for the 10km run >>my first run

later me and rao went to queen hawker centre for BF

went for new balance warehouse sales

which is disappointing

after that i was fully exhausted

and went back home

time to train for the run

signed off

Patrick

Finally can swim

2011-06-15T05:50:00.000-07:00

lol i lost my army swimming trunk

brought a new one

and

a made in china speedo google

finally can swim a bit

weeeeeeeee

at least know the concept

really thx rao

for his patience in teaching me

Signed off

Patrick

swimming lesson by rao

2011-06-14T06:18:00.001-07:00

start of the day was overtime

i would say i did perform ok today

i start reading my book

which i borrowed

Title breakneck

by Erica spindler

it about two detective one getting married trying to capture a cold blooded murder

after reading a while i am hooked to it

i went swimming with rao

he was super patient in guiding me

i learnt breathing is very impt in swimming

great day i supposed

signed off

patrick

sunday

2011-06-11T18:56:00.000-07:00

a decent distance run make my day

signed off

Patrick

sat sunbathing

2011-06-11T18:54:00.000-07:00

i wake up super early

and went to redhill

for sunbathing with rao

too bad the weather was not so happy about our plan

it was a cloudy day

we had breakfast and went "sunbathing"

soon the rainy came

so we went back home

lol................next time maybe

signed off

Patrick

wakeboarding on friday

2011-06-11T18:48:00.000-07:00

these few days are really busy

that i can hardly settle down

i accompany rey to wakeboarding

of cos i was not involved as i need to brush up my swimming first

my whole afternoon and evening was all there

in between i had a long chat with rey

well i learnt something from him never be too pushy

we had a long walk to the wakeboard area

rey keep trying despite keep falling into the water and swim back

the scenery was pretty nice there

especially at the evening

we had dinner there

and a long walk back

signed off

patrick

suntec pc show

2011-06-09T08:44:00.000-07:00

i forget my staff pass today

i met 1 kind bus driver and 1 not so kind

so i paid 1 bus fare

today work is decent much

i tried my best my work is not top tier but i focus my effort on it

pretty pleased with my effort after all

i was selected for company award

although it not so much

it just felt great to be recognized

after work

me and gary went for pc show at suntec

it my first time going for the PC show

there are really many counters such as apple, dell, samsung and more

it really ton of ppl there until i dunno what to buy

ha anyway i am poor for now

all in investment

i met rao in starhub booth

he was looking greatly despite having a stomach flu

we get a glimpse of Galaxy s2 which will be my future phone at the starhub counter

one of the surprise today was seeing rey and his sis when on the way back home

well fate knock on my friendship door

after bidding farewell with him

me and gary went for the teabreak at marina xin wang

memories flow through my brain

even it one meeting hahh

anyway we got a great time there

and then we went back home

sign off

Patrick

Preplanned

2011-06-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

this is when i suppose to meet with her ( preplanned)

for the suntec pc show

trying to help her to select and buy a printer

ha i actually did some homework

judging by current situation

it is impossible by now

i used to bare hope in relationship

i supposed it impossible

ha

anyway

Realise

2011-06-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

a person need relation with family and friends to live on

having someone to share up and down

is better than alone

living solely is not a really good idea

haha

back to today

i went to meet rey for lunch and movie

have a nice catch up with him

rey is really one of rare good friend of my

we went to watch xmen (first class) today

which is about beginning of xmen

pretty nice i would say nicer than xmen 1 and 2

rey wanted to learn wake boarding

which i don think i may ever learn it unless i "mastered swimming"

after the movie

i went for a run

rao was sick and gary was not free

so i went alone

met a young runner who on same route as mine

he was fast but i choose to not to follow his pace

pretty happy i can run the whole route without stop

this is a small achievement

ha

signed off

Patrick

soccer on june 4

2011-06-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

the soccer event went well

most of us are exhausted except me

Loke tamil and new tsc joined us for the game

the highlight of the day

is most likely gary almost kicked the ball over the rooftop

almost

after that was a dinner to manhattan fish market

signed off

Patrick

beginning of the day

2011-06-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

after my night shift

we board the bus with "exciting" experience

this is because virtually the bus driver drive with eye shut off

and driving and make turn base on his instinct

after that

me and gary went for breakfast

saw a mother caring for her son despite he is "sick"

i feel mother love is alway one of the greatest

brought a saw for my sis for 6 buck and home fix sell for 30 buck

what a diff

back to nap prepare for my busy afternoon shift

time to forget

sign off
Patrick

today

2011-06-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

it all abt sleeping meeting sister for lunch

and play game

well i did look up on volunteer work available

most involve routine commitment which i cant due to shift

year finally it come to 2 long day of afternoon shift

this will kept me busy to friday

got to prepare for my next sem revise before sem start

got to meet zhiwei for that

and also catch up with jun and rey

signed off
Patrick

busy kick off

2011-05-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

wake up early for a jog with Rao

5km

this time

i kept seeing "bus stop" during my run

for a break

shop around IMM

then to Cle Mall

back home

saw my sis went to her home

chit chat a bit

sometime in different stage of life ppl have fast pace and slow pace life

it good to slow down when you felt your life move too fast

and move faster when it slow down

just like driving

signed off
Patrick

a weekend with overtimes

2011-05-29T22:28:00.000-07:00

this long weekends of my will be buried with overtime

time to give my senior alan a break

he had been tired

he cover our ot role during our exam\

thank to overtime too

i can earn some funds for my penang

kept myself occupied

want to msg someone

but seem weird

looking forward with reyhan meeting on wed

tmr thank to a timely sms time to run !!!!!!!!!!!

also dunno what to expect

hopefully i can save some strength for the soccer match

not to over extent myself\

signed 0ff
Patrick

thanks sis

2011-05-29T22:07:00.000-07:00

my sis is really such a caring and detailed person

thank for her planner and luggage

my penang trip is almost ready

well sis

enjoy your upcoming trip

Best regards
Patrick

how true!!!!!

2011-05-29T06:21:00.001-07:00

our Love Horoscope

You are feeling some upset in the romance department, Sagittarius, but this is a period that will be short

lived for you. If you are attached, you may find yourself experiencing some unexpected changes, and this is going to challenge your free spirited nature. Anything that appears domineering or rigid is not going to work out well for you today, so try not to make any big moves right now. Single? Your independent nature is manifesting itself today, and this may even lead to some selfish moves on your part. Your needs are paramount and you can not see much else. If you want to see progress in love however, you are going to need to relax just a smidge and this will lead you closer to your romantic goals.

may 26

2011-05-27T21:53:00.001-07:00

finally the exam over

ya finally!!!!

went for a heavy lunch

we went for KTV

sing all day

later yong join us

finally diam sum

at china town

almost 6km

2011-05-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

trying to spam my msg away

7 ppl at 1 go

manage to date rey

never seen him for a long time

then decide went for a run

manage to get rao

he promise me a run i never forget be scare

ha from grimore to bgb was decided destination

i gave up when reach IMM

too tired but yet challenging almost 6++km + walking a min in the end

Rao said something about running

which we do get a common understanding

run make a person tired and tend to stop thinking

i am supposed a bit tired now

Signed off
Patrick

finally over

2011-05-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

Exam finally over i tried my best but not very best

apparently my loophole cost me

new thing awaits

big singapore sale

soccer match

run

Penang trippppppppppss

so close yet so far

2011-05-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

1 at Chinatown another at central =p

exam

2011-05-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

well prepared

i know i tried my best but cant score

left 2 more to go

progress and 5km run

2011-05-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

after my nightshift

i took a nap

then i went to starbuck to study but was surprise there was a awful super long queue

so i went back to my cc and study

i study about one and half hour

managed to absorb a full chap 4

then went around bp to test my new absorbed memory

was pretty bored at 7pm

so think catching up with rao

we decided to went for a run

well it is a long run to me

we met at ngee ann poly and do some catch up chit chat

talk our recent life

then we walk from ngee ann to bukit timah

then run from there to bukit batok then bukit gomak lastly bukit panjiang

i run with every leftover inch of strength in my leg

it had been a while i ran 5km

if i never rmb wrongly it in my ns day

quite shiok and "suan"

then we went for coffee in starbuck

chitchat a bit then back home

West Co'z Café

2011-05-09T03:11:00.000-07:00

Yest

a revise on management

and a splendid meal at West Co'z Café

a decent nice meal

spicy and super nice

below is a link of picture about the place

http://singapuradailyphoto.blogspot.com/2011/01/west-coz-cafe-west-coast-plaza.html

we ordered

assam fish head

oats prawn

oyster sauce kailan

Oyster Omelette

Claypot Golden Chicken

i hope able to get the photo from zx gf so i can post in here

the fact it is halal and tasty make it a very nice gathering for a group with malay friends

Today i call and start on my CPF investment

travel to lot 1 and create the account

and wait four 4 days to activate

another step for my future planning

wanted to see a movie between fast and furious and the lost blademan

but drop the idea

later will travel to bukit panjiang to start revise on my qm

gambateh

there is this person who is trying very hard as well on the East side

good luck to her too

Best regards
Patrick

Tribute to Chiam See Tong

2011-05-07T22:37:00.000-07:00

He is the veteran opposition MP that fight bravely in this election

He used to be our another voice in the Singapore government

In this election he once said politic is in his blood

that why he going for Bishan Toa - Payoh GRC

even he suffered from stroke

even he know he cant win

he did not give up

he wanted to serve the people

he want to inspire people to vote for opposition

i believe his message had been spread to every corner of Singapore

it is a pity he never groomed a disciple that will take over his role

my respect to him for all these year he had done

enjoy your retirement and hopefully u recover totally for 2016

With respect sincerely

A expected PAP victory with a twist

2011-05-07T17:33:00.000-07:00

last night was a exciting night for whole Singapore

Joo Chiat and Potong Pasir is really a close match

it was similar result

in short PAP gain Potong Pasir and loses Aljunied GRC

In my opinion , Singaporean do want some different voices in the parliament.

The high percentage for opposition reflect Singaporean thoughts

we cant expect Mr Low This khiang to be our only voice

after today we got 5 more voices to add on

we got so many issues that we feel the Govt need to work on

high housing cost

cost of living

increasing foreigner

high tax GST SERVICE CHARGE

in my opinion a Singaporean is unlikely to be happy despite how successful we are today.

PAP had done a lot for Singapore no doubt for all these years

but they need to address more to the citizen thoughts.

my vote is with PAP but it may sway toward another side after 5 years

who knows

Best regards
Patrick

Voting day

2011-05-06T19:06:00.000-07:00

i went about 7.50 am and make my first vote of my life

3435

is my nos

i realise kiasu is really our trademark of Singapore by 750 i saw the long queue already formed

http://www.ebags.com/product/timbuk2/d-lux-laptop-messenger-racing-stripe-m/145494?productid=10127160

still deciding on my bag black red strips or black yellow strips

got to rest a bit

later got to study real hard

jiayou lol

it all depend on myself want to study hard or not

tonite got see worker party will rock or fall

signed off
Patrick

Run

2011-05-05T22:50:00.000-07:00

a run is always refreshing

but it is the aftermath cramp that is hard to dealt with

ps going to work

visiting and long day

2011-05-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

Today is the day my team visit the new Jurong platform

we are excited about this trip

trying to learn and enjoy

although it mean a lot of work and challenges await for us in future

after that was work

at 6pm my 3 million toto hope was dashed

haha expected

a long day of work until 2130

until i can have a breath to relax

was happy that the someone called and said i did a good job

at least my effort is recognized

trying to absorb a bit of my notes but seem hard

soon it was 11pm time to take bus back home

signed off
Patrick

meaningful day

2011-05-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

May 02

a new start await

chat with my sis with update of her new home and life

it is a fine day i got a good day revising myself at mac

although was pretty sad last nite when arsenal give man u a fatal punch 1-0

well man u was not bad but arsenal deserve the win maybe a draw if man u try harder

afternoon was another revise session with Gary

missed zhongxin but he was busy

i did a good deed today by helping a grandma to carry her trolley

it kinda of sad no one help her when she got to drag the heavy trolley up the staircase

after the revise was a solo movie at LoT 1

Thor was a great movie

touching funny and decent action

signed off
Patrick

Patrick is back

2011-05-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

almost a 2 years in my life i never blogged

it time for me to make a return

just a quick update

i just started my unisim with my 2 colleagues in this year jan

gary and xin let jia you!!!

it had been tiring since start of uni

i am excited and grateful to JJ for giving me a push to unisim

my cousin(brother) got married last year

my sis got married which is another happy news this year

one of my best friend tiff got married happily some more with a boy already

reyhan another good friend found a job here

i am now fighting a war with my exam

my last 2nd pc crashed yesterday

only left my last note book

i am now officially called Patrick

which will be me

haha

a nice breakfast

2009-04-17T03:21:00.000-07:00

when i was activated last min i sms alan help me tapao some food for breakfast

cos i working 12 hour 1 shot from night to morning

he really made some effort for

it

2 toasted bread

1 boiled + a bit half mix boiled

1 food bar

really nice lor

this tell something

u don dun need to make everything too "over'

sometime simple just worked

The poor day in my life and even my last back up got taken away

2009-04-17T01:34:00.001-07:00

this is really the poorest day in my life lor

i took chance place almost all my cash in trading

hope it paid off

then i thought i got my ocbc card

my back up fund

end up i just closed 2 account

machine eaten it sia

cos forget to link account and need pay 5 sgd charge

totally broke

it really a joke

i enjoy laughing at it ha

ps people enjoy your weekend

Angry at start but Happy in the end

2009-04-17T01:26:00.000-07:00

Ya yest i do extra over time 4 hours

mean i work from 11pm to 11am

12 hours

everything go fine

i determined not to make any mistake

at end of work (almost)

i go for a short break ( wash cup and toilet)

ask my colleague take over me

end up something crop up

though it not really what i do cos i not even around

i very careful already

even get thing planned ready before hand

but it my area so my mistake lor

at first was a bit angry got "say" a bit for thinga i not even do
but

i think back again i should finished whole thing

never left it half way

so learn from mistake

i will get better

so i feel happy in the end haha

A mind that never rest

2009-04-14T23:56:00.001-07:00

I got amazing mind that never stop resting
recently

thinking how life go

drama

searching music ( addicted to english song recently)

gaming

shares

I cant believe i can watch drama so long maybe it reflect reality but amazingly i can finish of 360 esp of anime

i feel i need a bigger space now

Ah tiff and Ah YY

i hope u both will get along with your own life fine

a MSG for Tiff >> true friend is just always there for you and u know it

PS my blog feel end right now

My best pal going to propose soon

2009-04-11T22:43:00.000-07:00

ya he told me he brought the ring liao

^^

Recently

2009-04-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

trying to earn money lor

trying very hard le

but don seem to earn a lot leh

the statics look impressive i suppose

the amount is just so so lor

i just got money that virtually not my

just had to work harder

for sake of me and my supposed future

Man u defence look so fragile

2009-04-11T22:33:00.000-07:00

stay at home

phone rang

got activated

go work from 3pm to 8pm

then go support man u

end up got wrong timing

"support" Liverpool instead

then go watch first half of man u

1 -0 but defence look so weak sia

i know sure get score back de

lucky got super sub

haha

i just wanted man u to win title

man fan is not arrogant or not

we just love the team we support as other do

whether down or what

our spirit live

a long weekend without overtimes

2009-04-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

a big break

went to support man u last nite

it is a really a nervous nite

man lead and then give up lead and losing

a come back win

a very big thank to rolando

he was like a god of victory in soccer for man u

no overtime

i was at home slacking

stock i always missed my chances to make big buck

sad case

if not i already make maybe 3k profit in 2 month

instead of now 1k

nevertheless it is a learning process la

What type of life i living now nowadays

2009-03-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

Ok lor time to reopen blog lor

really dunno what to blog

I seem to lost my purpose in life all of sudden since 2008

ok

i enjoy netball recently

well i am really suck at it

but it my routine exercise

maybe my only time expose to others beside my work

i love to sweat but i am lazy or i just alone

Work

i certainly love my job

it like my life support machine

Love

I dun feel like loving anyone anymore

too tired

maybe it not the right time for me yet

Friends

recently a outing with my kaki make me realise i still have friends

i certainly enjoy it

and i still got another buddy who watch movie with me once a while

my colleague zx jj kairul

so what i had been doing recently

netball

stock market

watching one piece 394 esp in 1 shot completed

Ps end

sat

2009-03-22T19:33:00.000-07:00

sat nothing much

except eat with ahchao

at gombak satay beehoon

learn something from the car radio

if u in relationship

better promise one another 1 day only 1 person will have the right angry regardless how angry or upset you are

so u wont crash with one another. a good example of give and take

Last friday

2009-03-22T19:15:00.000-07:00

never went got net ball train

due to some reason going next week lor

quite angry

went to expo sale with zhong xin

he meet me at cityhall at 8am

before i had a short breakfast with JJ ( only drink coffee)

chitchat a bit i know he had been busy

with his found love

then zx come we went bedok for bf

chat a bit

went expo

thank to him

he used to work there

so know a lot of ppl

we went in early

cos we are ' invited guest'

know his friend shaun then we go vivo lunch > went his home take stuff

and went home

PS fruitiful trip new shoe + clothes

It sound so scary

2009-03-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

I sometime i planned so ahead

even now my asset will evenly disturbed when i am gone

lol

i feel it sound so scary haha

To the special ones out there

You all get my kindness when i not here

my mother comment don work so much ot lor

cos it maybe shorten a person lifespan

well well cant imagine life without work

it seem so tiring

but it took a major chapter of a person life

I of cos will live to my fullest

Life can be tiring at times

but move on is the key

try not think so much > aim and get what u wanted

van only allow him to be emo 25min the most a day

2009-03-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

haha that time limit i give myself for 1 day

Today

2009-03-16T04:00:00.000-07:00

it is really a good day haha

richer haha

finally pay is coming

work 14 hrs lol ( work slave)

listening to this song sound so familiar ( my valentine)

yuan lai my distant use it on the wedding

beautiful song

chat with bei bei

she get so easily emo recently

though thinking is diff i try to tell her my opinion a bit when she face some problem

recently i got a funny thinking as in when i got my hdb . I will have chance of design my own

finally a chance of living my own

guess if really reach that stage it will be a new phase of my life haha

To my dear friends when we going to meet again haha

What happened to van recently

2009-03-16T03:37:00.000-07:00

I do wonder at times ahaha

1 see movies lor self or with 1 friend ( see can find who haha)

2 go net ball practice ( lol it so omg girl)

but i can tell u it really fun and get to known so many ppl( gal and boy)

most impt is sweat it out. I really cha in it

3 meet this poly mate of 1 year Mr neo

well finally meet haha so happy

4 buy my second lot in share first time in my life my DBS bank acct left 80 sgd whaha

5) brought present for my dear sister

6) kena my first accident of year ( career)

7) working hard ?

8) finally brought PS I love u ( not a bad movie) one of my regret in life had fufill

9) see 300 esp of one pieces haah

10) dye hair the highlight like gokuhaha base is ashbrown

adidas sales coming haha 20 march

That all folks

still quite some stuff lazy to update haah

weird dream

2009-02-26T22:55:00.000-08:00

I had this weird dream

blog it down while i still had it in mind

i dream i was in a vietnam war

somehow i survive at last min with the help of a grenade

guess my enemy was dead it not will would be me instead

then some general some and restock our weapon

then i saw this man u stuff among there

so i ask from general

and got some from him

lol still rmb the scarf and brownish man u jacket

what a dream

sound so baka

Thursday

2009-02-26T22:43:00.000-08:00

wed night was decent tiring as i work from 11pm to 11am ( over time)

all of sudden i was on hot standby for overtime

there is a planning with meeting with sara for a movie

so i was hoping i wont miss my chance

of overtime

even at 3000 sgd per month it never enough for me

i want to hit more if not maintain

just wanted to work harder

so after work took a bus home

had a lunch with gary

went back home check movie timing and then sleep

wake up went to cathey

brought ticket for movie

had a phone chat with neo ( my poly mate)

haven catch with him after we grad

well maybe will meet him to jb walkwalk

soon sara arrive

we had wonton noodles which sara recommand ( really not ba but compare to beancurd she intro me later it lose out a bit)

we had some chat while eating and walking

went to movie

the marley & me ......... the movie was great

i never feel a sense of bored in movie but it just not bad la ( lose to dark knight haah)

the movie story is realistic , funny , bit of sad and it just go well

after the movie we go to parklane nearby has this very nice beancurd

had some chat and then we walk and took a bus home

PS thx sara for acompany for thur ( nice catch up with you and good luck with your career)

To ting dun let weight bother you and take really good care of yourself

Song that touch me

2009-02-23T18:04:00.001-08:00

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Love?

2009-02-23T17:59:00.000-08:00

Love is so weird

sometimes u wanted so much

sometime u desert so much

most of time i wont tell what i feel in the blog

for now single is sort of good

what u gain is time

The mind is blank instead of thinking of another half

Class clown amd zoo

2009-02-20T16:55:00.000-08:00

Thursday went to zoo

went with jj and 2 friend

meet this gal which jj mention me about

well throughout the whole day

I found themselves char and everything so suitable

think got chance for them to be together

anyway it up to JJ to decide

The zoo is fun tiring hot and advantageous

well from this trip at least came to zoo again so refreshing after so many year and know 2 more ppl cindy and ling

a movie date is made with sara on next thur

mm my friends seem so quiet recently

must be busy with their own life

anyway this weekend for me is going to be burn

chat with a secondary sch mate

lol i was surprised ppl still rmb me as class clown

do admit i do stupid stuff

we had a long chat

so it is a fruitful week after all

seen movie dark knight
went a lot of stadium and sporthall
ot
chatting
know more ppl ling cindy and Lizhen
visit to new station

My only regret in movie wise is never seen PS I love u

i realize my stand in life is changing.................................................................gradually

Dark knight forever

2009-02-18T06:53:00.000-08:00

After the visit to the new station

I went alone to watch dark knight

an expired movie

It really one of best movie i ever watch

what is funny is there is only 5 ppl in the whole show

There is father and son ( leave at middle of show)

two gals likely sisters

and this lonely man like me

what make them had same mind set of watching this movie keep me puzzled

the batman and joker portray their char too well la

The movie keep my eye stick to it

so engrossed in it

................. what a great movie

Work

2009-02-18T06:45:00.000-08:00

Work can be so discouraging at times

My job is all about not making mistake and serving ppl

I am contented with to be the unknown force that help ppl

I just upset when thing cocked up

when everything come unexpectedly

that when my instant reaction came

although more calm and steady but still

will miss at least one

maybe it just work that keep me moving

i value it

that where self blame came

..................................

after the day is over it time to reflect what i done

good or bad

It over and i finish my 8 hrs

waiting next day to come

I confident i will be better

and i want to be better too

V day just passed

2009-02-14T20:40:00.000-08:00

Trying to make myself busy

This weekend had been really busy due to i am a spare >> supersub

mean if got any blank slot i had to go cover all way to monday

i work extra yest since there is a chance

i keep myself busy to pass v day quietly

Movie plan was abandoned

sun and monday i going to work 3 to 11 so tired

here come my off rest on tue and wed

all go to overtime

it all my turn le

after tue there will be a gym session with zx

wed >. after followed by a movie ?

thur maybe going zoo with jj and his gf

friday >> dinner ?

currently to here

NS claim got rejected had to call back 120 sgd a day lol

investment up

now the main problem is what to get for my sis present

don feel like give money cos it look so insincere

The next week end will get burn >>> noon shift all the way

Ps tired tired ................ at times have to thank to my friends who keep me company

dun wan to mention names

my new shoes is drawing praise from ppl haha

had to earn 1000sgd i spend haha

well i discover my good point i am generous not to self praised

just a discovery of myself

one of best example i rmb for generous is shirin who never fail to get something for everyone

for chirstmas

Busy day combo

2009-02-12T20:44:00.000-08:00

Wed nite went out with JJ

had some chat

It either jj is a really friendly by nature which he is

I know we can be good friend from the start

do have common views at most thing of cos some diff

At morning thur went KTB eat bf

a really not bad place

then had a bad exp of disgusting guy at toilet

think of it make me puke

cos he shit on the cover sia lol greenish

super er xin

then went took train

saw a woman constant cursing

a bit mad de

wonder is singapore stressful or what

why the family took her home ? let her wonder around

then went back slp

work super tired

after work

go supper with chao gary

at lvr

prawn noodles and oyster with egg

yummy

PS that go a busy tired day but enjoyable

cherish and treasure

2009-02-11T17:56:00.000-08:00

cherish

sometime ppl just don cherish what they have

when here u take it for granted

when it gone u then sense the importance of it

anyway i will be upload a lot of photo in friendster for paint ball war

i blog about what happen when i got time

Pre war day

2009-02-09T09:18:00.001-08:00

Today went to work ot in morning

ever since my expo nike shopping

day

my dress code had been very sporty

i suppose

went to boon lay find famous nasi lamak in boon lay with zx but never open

at times i know i cant get over her

i mass send a few off online msg to some friend include her

or maybe there is still this tiny hope

i feel confused

this explain why i am uncertain over meeting her again

i maybe too serious too over le i supposed

i know so keeping that distance is vital to me

but overall i am ok

my stock buy in at reasonable low price

tmr is paint ball war le

excited over it

hope it turn out good

gym and " swimming " included as well

PS beibei u must get well Rao and han xiong good luck in exam

the rest i know just best wishes with what u do

moviemovie watch alone part 2

2009-02-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

today plan all failed

felt doing nothing and nothing to do

went to cck watch The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

before that was just looking around

saw court bidding event

then went to see movie

the movie is decent long

is about this man whose wife died after giving to a weird son

cos son is like old man since birth

he abandon the child away

the child is adopted by a kind mother

soon it found out the child keep growing younger but brain start from 1

the movie is all about life of this man

It make me feel like watched a man spend his whole entire life

i don feel the movie super long

it not a bad movie

inspire something make u think

then went back home

saw a man keep fast walk

exercise

make me feel some ppl lazy to exercise and slack or doing

while some have this burst of energy even at night they still trying to keep fit

life is all about energy

PS now i have to channel this energy out of myself

Feb 6 expo sale and reservist

2009-02-07T20:00:00.000-08:00

wake up really early at 7am

went to meet with zhong xin

we took train to bedok

He really damn on lor say 7am he really go for it

guess me too

we had bf at bedok and then went to sale

so funny ppl gossip the first reach must have been took the first train

there is 50 ppl+ when we reach around 9+

the sale open at 10

we got our hand really full

then we sort out what we want

i almost spend 400sgd

1 shoes nike air

8 t polo tee

3 pant

1 man u windbreaker

after that

went tampines for a drink for a chili out

with zhong xin

i found another kaki lol in shopping

tampines is always so nostalgic to me

It hold a lot of my memories Army and Her

mm forget about that it all about the day

took 168 to seletar camp

lol slack the whole day

with chiong

chat with him also

really a nice man

advise me not to get burn in shares and share his exp with me

ha i ensure him that

i in fully control

then went for loihei

but it confirm the worst one

food quality is so bad

steamboat is so omg too many ppl

then chong drive me to YCK mrt

and took a train homeeeeeeeeeeee

PS look forward for jurong dunner gathering

Nike expo

2009-02-05T09:19:00.000-08:00

Today purpose went to expo sale

due to long queue

cant buy what i get

dunno zhong xin was there also

and he buy what he wanted

Today i jio ppl for sat dinner

cos i free

first time doing it seem successful

Going reservist tmr

PS going nike sale tmr again at the most early time hehe

Feb 04 occ LO Hei

2009-02-04T18:25:00.000-08:00

went to bedok blk

461

jinlong restaurant for company dinner

about 20= guy going

meet a lot of ppl who went to circle line

food was great sia

lobster was omg nice

I tried to test my limit to get drunk

but fail ahah

anyway it really great just for a gathering although with most of my bosses

of cos my same age colleague

zhong xin gary hansheng

it is a fun night

got a good sleep ahah guess drink work

10 to 10 lol almost 12 hrs

PS 2 more day reservist

no ot for sat sunday mean i will be super free

JJ say want make me drunk next time so i wait for it

Lol Classic photo with my cheerful self thx to tif

2009-02-01T22:33:00.001-08:00

8th day of cny

2009-02-01T22:06:00.000-08:00

Last nite lol

pretty crap guess must be a bit tired

i purposely go out early to take train end up doze off to MRB

become late

pretty lame huh

the dunno why pei call me haha

so timely

chat with JJ again

discussing various stuff

whether want to join a certain club

paint ball war

gals?

future?

me and jj is also a weird friendship

i suppose we know one other well

we can really be best friend if we want ha

lol cedric is going to be our official photographer for paintball war

alan want to come too ( look see look see)

it going to be held at feb 10 4 to 6pm at ktb

Today is roast piggy day i had to go early to help out

this mark the first event of feb

Ya she back

so is it good that she live in east and i live in west?

memories is fading but it still very real sealed in a chest.

mm come to think of it 2 to 3 month >> 3 to 4 month recovery ?

lol

Oh ya JJ and tiff both got sick hope them get well

and zw hope u get a job soon

buddy gary all the best

PS what is waiting for me in feb beside all those event

GYM lol

investment

yoga lesson?

Sad

2009-02-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

I feel a certain sense of sadness............................................................................................................................................................
....
money is not just everything but is most of things

PS she back
hope she got a good break

so many event coming

feb 2 >>>
feb 4 >>>
feb 6 >>>.
feb 10 >>>>

feb 12 ******** ( decision had to be made )

i want feb to be pass fast

Unpredictable

2009-01-28T16:42:00.000-08:00

Yest

back from work really cant slp

cos there is a wake nearby my home

cos my house nearby got a area of space

cant slp cos it wake final day so there is a lot of music

earn some from share but only little

my timing is alway wrong

finally i can slp for 2 hrs

then wake up 1 + le

sudden feel like watch ip man

dun think can find any ppl go with me

so i go solo to causeway point expecting very little

end up so crowded

queue 30min but movie is really worth it

after the movie

i go change my watch strap to leather type

this is really first time i wear watch

although this is a temp one

i can feel weight on my left hand haha

a bit bu xi guan but will get used to it la

Then on the train something unexpected happen

there is this friend i finding but lost contract

never saw him for 2 year

haha we chat all way from wdl to bnl

really fate sia

time location

all fit perfectly

haha exchange nos haha he give me really in depth info for uni

then took a bus to justin sister house for birthday party for her son birthday

glad to saw everyone

had a decent good time

the food there is really not bad

and play in between and "man duck""

tiff keep tease me

then went to work

PS yest is really a good day. saw a nice movie although solo is a bit weird. found a long lost friend, and had a good time at gathering
happy wor

CNY first day and 2nd day

2009-01-27T00:35:00.000-08:00

sleeping less than 4 hrs due to msning with beibei ( a my friend)

chat a bit

sorry i vent some of emo out beibei (way too negative)

in term of questions

slept at 6am

wake up at 9 feeling super tired

went to my grandma house

she was touched by fact me and my sis buy bird nest for her

grand pa is a bit senile nowsday in his own cheerful world

everyone look fine

kids all grown up making me look old haha

but feeling super tired

win about 60+ dunno y me and my cousin so good luck

we never really wanted to play just really not enough kaki

25 hand >> 10 time man luck

1 time manman

went in a dazzle mode to work

got a good rest

realise y some of my white clothes is ruined

i feel i am a nike fantic haah

had to hand wash all my clothes from today onward

new commitment

nothing to do

until linda called

overtime mode again

haha think this month i hitting pay of those degree level again

rmb someone say >>>> we exhcange our time for cash lol

hope my basic will be higher

look forward

PS waiting for feb to come

paintball war await

cabsim training

reservice day

she should be in aust now hope she enjoy

and more to come

No rest at all

2009-01-25T11:41:00.000-08:00

sat went pizza hut with JJ

Had little slp

2 hrs

then went to metro

brought a waist pouch for traveling

and a new slipper to replace my old weary Bangkok slipper

after that gary joined us

JJ brought the wallet he buying so long

for me i used back the old wallet my sis given me rather than the one she brought for me

although she was really the one beside my family buy me a present in my entire life

it special for me but

I know i had to forget

at least for now

let it go naturally just like someone say

anyway we spotted a nice brown bag stylish and nice

and got discount

but not so cheap la

168 original price 240++

very tempted to buy

so i keep to my heart that i will be back

so now

i still scouting for a sunglasses shoes 2 pair of shoes 1 for outing 1 for work

i realized maybe i become materialistic to keep myself more confident in life

dunno maybe

even serious to plan to buy car

but took my friend advice unless got family or i really single to the end

i will buy ba

Me and gary went to work and jj go out with his friend

I had totally zero rest

cos many problem

i basically wake up 1am 2am 3am 4am

and work to 7

then went to

mom shop help

saw my sister helping my mom

she had matured really

anyway i only help little

realized auntie 4 scalded her hand

hope she recover soon

After this went back home slp 2 to 3 hrs

and went to a reunion dinner that almost not existed ( super last min)

mom seeing i took leave

she only planned kfc only at start cos she dun want eat with my father

booked a table at same place as last year ( seaf00d)

so in the end my whole family still had a reunion dinner after all

after that had a very good chat with my sis

realized need to understand her more

cos we are bonded by blood for this entire life

chat really long

until phone ring thought is yy and other call me

but it was jun

chat a bit more

then i went to yy house

that they sms me they waiting me for yu sheng

not going to start without me

touched by this batch of friends

regardless what happen

i know i got this group of friend wen my sister my buddy and my colleagues

that would be my pushing force whenever i need them

i not alone after all

then this gamble a bit la

win a bit

i try not to lose my composure

at all times

so it work

she sms me at 2am + greet me a happy year

those mutli send sms

i reply her back with other one with some word from my heart written below

then went back home

PS
CNY finally come weeeeeeeeeeeee

bonus day after all

2009-01-22T21:38:00.000-08:00

Well got my pay

not bad la

effort paid off

and a bonus

is got 400sgd voucher from NTUC

from company to help recession

i love my company

well glad last nite gary sms thing everything is fine

relieved

govt also treat us not bad

treat it as another bonus

mm beside that went to TOA bf with Kairul

Ps sometime single is a good thing lol just that too much free time and less 1 person to concern about

just the loveboat say let it go by itself

now need to earn 5k more so can go 2nd stage of plan

cny is going to be hertic work sleep help out >> cycle

Personality test from the newspaper

2009-01-22T21:21:00.000-08:00

This is just for fun

If people praise your watch , what is your normal reaction?

A) where got , it just a cheap watch ( humble)

B)really know how to see watch wor. This is a branded watch. ( show off function)

C) that right. Thank you ( show a happy face)

D) Your watch is also quite nice same as my . ( take chance to promote your watch also)

Fruitful day

2009-01-22T00:34:00.000-08:00

Got a morning msg from my buddy

heard he rush back to sg cos his uncle is sick

was reasonable worried for him

so sms if need any help don hesitate to ask

mm today

i do some house work

then

book appointment

go cut hair cant highlight

yet due to reservist soon

then my favorite only 1 comic out

so brought it

then went BBP

dunno leh

today got mass mood buy clothes

brought 2 Tshirt white lightblue

1 jacket grey

1 long and short pant brown and grey

hehe

still got 3 impt item

1 bag to make me look like i am working

1 shoes for work and casual

think there is recession sense

i got 2 colleague joined

which make my side dun need anymore ppl

was hopping ZW get my job

if he need

so today is a fruitful day

PS hope gary uncle will recover ASAP

she going AUST

time to >>>>> _ _ _ _ _

This is going to be a tough CNY some ot and help my mom

make my day hectic

but what there to worry about

go forward

and here we come cny 2009

Wedding dinner

2009-01-17T16:23:00.000-08:00

Recently just go to my cousin wedding dinner

although never really known him

i glad he found his "snow white"

I got bombard by question when i will find my ideal one

well the time will comes

i blocked them with common answer / excuse earn money and get a degree first

This morning while in Alan going back home

Got this angmo ride bicycle on middle of the road

so alan horned at him

well angmo chase alan and confronted him

Alan told him he shouldn't ride at centre of lane and it for his safety

ha the angmo got stunned

recently had been msning around

waiting cash to come in

so i can buy my 2nd lot of stock

investment is very impt

recently got the hunger to buy a car ^^

so maybe in 2 to 3 year time ba

wanted to buy evo

not realistic guess will settle down for a honda civic

got negative feedback sob

but still will depend if can get company scholarship so i can climb higher

PS work harder vannie. The will will be with u

Recently happened

2009-01-15T08:59:00.000-08:00

First of all i really appreciated the time i spend with my friends last weekend

a lot of thing happen recently

i not going to talk about my love for this entry

well tonite JUN suspected man chang yan

i was informed by her colleague Fang

although worried but i knew she strong la

The paint ball war on Feb 10 between my colleague and me is going to happen soon

well quite excited about that

haha

dunno kena shoot or shoot ppl more

Tonight my sis tell me got this wedding invitation

about our cousin melvin getting married

although seldom contract

but very happy

so it once in our lifetime

I decided to go tmr with my sis

The last thing my gary pal share some of his lovelife with me

and about his friend kena cheated by a guy ( her saving)

haiz

where got such a guy willing to cheat a lady

sux man

no backbone guy

Ps well well life go on

me too well i going on bravely

now investing stuff for a better future

but at times i really dunno i doing so much preplanned for what

money ma ??

i learning car soon once my fund is not tight cos i dun like to have little reserve fund hahah

gambateh vannie

new clothes

2009-01-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

cny is coming most of us is just thinking what to buy

some buy is very fast

some is very selective

some cant even decide

some is omg lazy

some is just busy

I believe i belong know what i need but cant decide

quite funny quote from ah rao

my camp friend

he say this world got

2 type of guy

sporty guy and handsome bengs

quite truth

guess i toward sporty look

ask me go world of sport

i can shop fast

ask me go shopping centre

i will have my brain cracking

Ps everyone gambateh buying new clothes

Sunday

2009-01-12T19:16:00.000-08:00

For the start of sunday i sense gloomy

maybe these is my current feeling everyday

got a sms for wq ask me go watch red clif

by i overslept by 15 min when i got sms

at the end i still decide to go there get a ticket

cos i don want to keep myself inside my cosy home

i went there and then meet wq

and finally got a ticket at extreme left top s13 corner

whaha

before this we saw a singing contest

have some fun watching them singing to win judge favor

then we went to watch the movie

i found my seat and it entirely almost unnoticeable cos it block by a lady

the show is quite ok la

i like movement of troop

the atmosphere

but dun really like the end

after the movie we went to have dinner

at long john

chat a bit and went back

I went back visit sara once cos i promise to do so

as well burnt away some time

then went back home le

Question why gal will treat a guy at times warmth at time cold

2009-01-10T17:09:00.000-08:00

some of answer contributed

maybe the gal was uncertain of the guy or not confident of the rs

maybe she feel she need more times

maybe she wanted the guy to care her more and know more about

maybe it her char

PS anyone got any good answer contribute ^^

Sat outing

2009-01-10T16:58:00.000-08:00

The morning went to have a bf with alan

then went back home

went to bugis walkwalk

for a exposure

sms her

realised we were at the same place

maybe it is fate maybe it not since sg is small

bugis had really a hell lot of ppl

after a few round of walking i almost got whole map in my head

meet out with justin at about 4pm

then chat at kfc

and jy come fetch us went to src

cos we are gathering for a dinner

so we all meet up

peiwen was practicing tennis at src

while we guy went to foodcourt eat and chat

and then we went up and watch some rugby

the scenery at the grass patch there was really great

as well as refreshing

soon yy wq tiff reached as well

we play some tennis

then went to marina sqaure have a meal

have some really nice chat

and then we spilt

me jy pw went to meet qiang

at parklane for some lan

have really a fun time

PS it really a sat evening i spend the whole day doing many stuff with my friends

Friday

2009-01-10T10:40:00.000-08:00

I was whole day msning and sleeping 1 hrs by 1 hrs

got so many unexpected call

some is ask for my help to cover cny duties

anyway

i don really have much idea what happen that day

i only rmb i decided to face her

after she back from aus

i decided to stun her with another surprise

that come past my mind

One funny accident contributed by sara

you don want to blog it

i blog for u hehe

there is alway a person she would pass by at strandard chartered bank asking ppl to apply credit card

she did a special

she counter them by give them a brochure and give them her namecard

this accident make my whole week full of laughter

sara u are the girl who pawn them whaha

back occ

my work place

i give my buddy a present a exercise mat for them to rest well

which i buy 2 for 16 sgd

PS buddy u go malaysia enjoy your weekend ba heehee
all the best
sara thx for encouragement and jokes
Ting u can put 100 walls
i will be hammer to breakthrough them

Friend

2009-01-10T10:15:00.000-08:00

there is good friend of my in the net from malaysia

i never know her name and i know her over 1 yrs + le

and she give me timely advice

she told me one of my biggest weakness is i tend to neglect friend when i am in love

she say friend is for life while a love can be just currently

which to a certain extent i do admit

cos i am someone who tend to give my all to a person

in anyway

throughout our conversation

i told her i am grateful my friends accept me back even i isolated my self for a while
due to inferior

i of cos now back with strongest desire to succeed in life and of cos try to be a better friends

i told her i cant be best friend with everyone

but i can be good friend with everyone

a good friend that in anything happen or in need of help

you are dependable to them

u will never left them in lurch

Ps she just a angel from a distant light
true enough friend will be frank with what they thinking
and she did that to remind me
thx miss monique
i learnt much from you even u are younger whaahah

Live for you

2009-01-08T17:16:00.000-08:00

看生命　像陣風　包不住的痛　所以緊握雙手

抬起頭　那流星般的笑容　只不過　墜落在心中

天空會裂縫　我前頭　天上的愛那麼久　就不怕　滂沱

用眼淚輕和　跨過了　堅信這一扇門後　真的有　天國

為了你而活　為了而你夢　為了愛我會撐到最後

當世界都烏有　守著你的人是我

為了你而活　為了你而夢　傷痕再深情無法劃破

跟命運在逆流　就算錯了　也不退後

不閃躲在這荊棘遍佈中　那傷口　會開出花朵

天空會裂縫　我前頭　天上的愛那麼重　就不怕　滂沱

用眼淚輕和　跨過了　堅信這一扇門後　真的有　天國

為了你而活　為了而你夢　為了愛我會撐到最後

當世界都烏有　守著你的人是我

為了你而活　為了你而夢　傷痕再深情無法劃破跟命運在逆流　

就算錯了　也不退後

Bugissssssss

2009-01-08T16:51:00.000-08:00

Yest went to burlington square collect my pc

then then went to bugis have a sot meal

really nice

may be due to emo

half chicken steam

tomyam soup

samba sotong

iron plate tofu

really a lot

the chicken was really a lot

somehow we finish it

then went bugis

shop

and shop with gary

cos he buy something for his special one

well he really a caring guy ba

thoughtful than me

buy earring and skirt

and stuff for his gf house

caring guy

if i given a chance i glad try it

he give me a task of rmb which stuff to note so he can come back later

we shop like 3 hrs

he brought the skirt which is black

then top really have to brainstorm

i called someone which is weird to call

she did give me quite a nos of idea

then she busy for other stuff

say will call me next time

which will never happen

cos i no longer her knight

after me and Gary sat down

talking about stuff

mainly about his love

he quite confused

well i can say he on the right track

cos each give one another room

to care for one another

still a lot of realistic stuff

have to worried about

me too

I alway want the better for the 1 love

of cos i hope we do share our trouble and happiness together

be with her always

i will never let her down

All these seem like empty promises but i really meant what i say

Let say love is blind

don count what u did for other

just rmb what ppl did for you

that all

PS will someday she realized that there is a person that will love her wholeheartedly to end of her life

emo back

2009-01-07T23:52:00.000-08:00

my emo stuck me again

maybe is becos of the shen mu yu tong de tong

Live for the one you love

send her a email to let her understand what i really feel for past months

i hope she really touched for what i write for her

ask her to quit smoking for sake for me herself and health

It truly out of my concern

as a saying you always want the best for the one you really love

I had already entrolled for the cooking

the date is not what i planned

instead it quite irony

it before valentine day feb 13

well resolve is there

PS right now i feel my inner self frozen in time

but i will bravely toward be a better guy

Great day sleeping

2009-01-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

It had been a very long time

i ever sleep so much

about 12 hrs in total

had a chat with my buddy

where he pour some woes to me

from his situation i can actually part of old self

of cos his is going on positive way

I plan to entrolled a cooking course at zhenghua cc

which cost me 75 buck

for 8 lesson and 5 sgd ingredient charge

time friday 7.30 to 9.30

Tmr there is going to have a smrt event at cck which me gary alan is going

followed by that is collection of my note book

then meal

Ps monitering sgx is part of my daily affair now
I want to be a smart invester
it not going to be easy
saving my energy for tmr ba
Yan can cook so can Van hee hee

Listening ear

2009-01-06T16:10:00.000-08:00

Yest i was like a listening ear
cos quite a few friend share their problem and woes with me
I try my best to give them a timely advice

it is a great feeling cos my friend deem me to be worthy to know their personal stuff.

Yest was a full afternoon shift , it keep me occupied for whole day.
I buy some snack for my colleague.

back home msn until 1am then lay flat.

tmr i going to collect my free Asus notebook and company event

Ps
life go on
I moving toward it with great determination
I have vision and aim
I got many thing to share
and many place to explore

Realise something

2009-01-05T20:41:00.000-08:00

Realise if someone don love you

they wont involve friend and family with u

realise reasons

at times feel interior with myself

but still life have to go

last nite chat with sara

and tif

until i too tired

got a sms that my notebook had came

finally

can get it le

have a chat with gary and zen today

most likely i will go kl see her and mr bear

going to work my day out le for today work until 11 whahaah

pay adv coming

heehehe

Ps i got make myself occupied all times

gambateh vannie

outing with Alan lol

2009-01-05T04:04:00.000-08:00

Last night really got too tired so doze off

wake up and went work

cant help to sms her once cos i noticed she slept late before i doze off

make a wrong decision less earn 700 sgd sobsob

i learnt something

went tpg buy lunch for my team mate

everything went fine

when exchange shift i met my buddy

see him so happy with his dear

glad for him

nowsday i learn to be just happy for anyone

have a brief with him

and as well as with my fellow young colleague

we are going to have a paintball " death match " soon i guess

whahahaah

after work went with alan to jurong point

collect newgift

search decent long for shop

finally found it

then we went ntuc extra

buy some stuff for my company

and as well buy some toto lala

then we went to noodles

alan is a charming man even at 40+++

good at talking

all the young waitress got charmed by him

as for me i cant master his skill hehehe

we went to jia xiang noodles have some food

have a long chat with him

about dubai

family

future

Ps Alan is a guy that constantly look out for me and gary. Luo so and smart. frankly he treat me and gary like his kid.
keep looking out for us in life or work

I think age dont matter
i learn how to care and love a family if i had la from all my colleague
every single one of them is a omg family guy
a living good example
even some of them went ktv
family is alway impt to them

A stupid bus driver

2009-01-04T13:19:00.000-08:00

Yest i was going for my morning shift

i forget my card so i went back home

and took this omg bus

already got a bad feeling le

cos he driven super slow

end up he driven at like 40 kph and lol purposely stop at all red light or purpose wait until light become red

horrible man

was late 5 min

i overshot ahah took a cab with a nice driver 3 sgd only

back to work

as i was on a more relax duty

so have a heart to heart talk with alan

until 3pm i saw my buddy

he look happy >. must be refresh meeting his special one

and new guy too

then back to home

almost buy ps3 due to a certain reason

borrowed a book

almost went for dinner but cancelled due to poor response

had a long chat with wen followed by sara

read the blog on my previous post

times passes and got tired

went to slp

PS my request to Dubai will be known by tmr
still feeling down but better
Someone say this year
focus on work
my confidence had a big blow
still
life goes on
till i breathe my last

Bye chemo girl

2009-01-04T04:25:00.001-08:00

http://shandysim.blogspot.com/

this is her blog in case noone know

she is really a brave gal who fight cancer and have a postive attitude.
Although she lost battle at dec 28 but there is a new life for her in heaven

really touched by her attitude and everyword in her blog

Bye chemo girl shandy

you will have a good life up there watching everyone of us farewell

Last nite

2009-01-04T01:04:00.000-08:00

Meet with JJ and kairu

went to causeway point makan

they are really thifty lor compared to me in term of food

then went orchard shopping

and lol keep having static eletricity with kairu

damn gay

went wisma tangs and cine leisure

and settle down for a desert

have mango pudding for myself

and all of them express a desire to go dubai

to go look see look see

just like my coin

we even discussed about arranging a all young TSCs outing

paint gun war

buffet

lazer gun war

lan gaming

cycling

actually

we are all young guy with a lot of diff ambitious at heart

we did talk about plans in life

Ps breathe some fresh air
of cos feeling emo at times
regardless how it go my future is there
35 is my aim
for a car and flat and shop
save save plan plan baka vannie
it is really possible if u plan ahead

Coin

2009-01-02T20:30:00.000-08:00

The wounded sagi cast his coin

before he get a arrow on himself

a coin which may send him far far away

The outcome is unknown

but the coin had been cast

12 car push out

2009-01-01T04:18:00.000-08:00

What i had for today

is just 4 hrs of overtime

but i really got a lot of surprises from this ot

for the start i got a train spoilt and hide at paris ris

then this is not the end

after that i got a train stuck at tampines

and is going to be 12 car push out

which mean 1 train totally cant move so u have to get rear train to detrain pax to "save it"

my first 12 car in my work life

it occurs so fast until i dont even noticed it

i remain calm

in all process

of cos i got a few guy assisting me and lucky it is a new year day

soon it over

the rain greet me

i feel tired

so never go movie as planned

>. went back home in coma mode

think had a good rest

PS 4 hrs make my day such a long one glad it over and i gain some exp

The year the rat hand over to the cow

2008-12-31T16:07:00.000-08:00

i had a 2 hrs chat with my sis

really share view and stuff together

This once in year event

we went yanxia home

JY come and fetch me

soon WQ and ZW joined us

we then went reached there

shirin tiff yy reached early before us

we had a really nice steamboat

considered healthly warm and nice

after than we play a few round of wili

then guy then went for card games

but beside Yanxia is very active host here doggie nicole is super active coop host as well

super hyper despite is "sick"

soon yy had to gone

for his work

soon Jy have to go find pw

to acommpany his love wahah

the card game soon stopped

we waited for birth of new year

heard the roaring sound of firework

i sms her once with a msg i prepared 10 min b4 12pm

she sms me later

soon we went to play heart attack

i think shirin and tiff had suddenly "awaken"

become so hyper

i learnt my lesson as my hand got hit quite often

ahah

anyway it was quite fun

soon we all went off at about 130

Ps it really a fun night. Guys what 2009 has for us will be full of excitement and fun for us.

i really had to thank Jun and gary for being with me when i need them

and of cos my friends

Heehee

Ting enjoy your aus trip wor i dunno we will meet before the trip ma
Just take care and there is someone on another part of singapore will be waiting for your return

as for myself time to do some upgrading

the steam boat is really nice thx host for your effort ( *-* )

The new blog for 2009

2008-12-30T23:41:00.000-08:00

2008 is unexpected year

i went trip

i work hard

i met her

i supported

i depressed

i went gathering

i promise to stay strong

2009 is going to be excited as well

is going to my new phase of life i suppose

i cant reveal much until i done it

PS the starlessnite blog is closing now so star dust is out dunno who will notice it first